Currently Listening Everytime We Touch By Cascada MIRACLE see related

hey nuthin's new..im not gonna be writing in here for a while so yeah..go to my myspace..

http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendID=21716188&Mytoken=66ADAA88-E936-40D1-AB1EA57C7334CB483119333015

and COMMENT me!! ..later

love y'all

alison

Currently Listening You Stand Watching By Ryan Cabrera shine on see related

hey wats up ;; yeah i havent written in here for a while but nothins really new..monday we won? i think i dont remember..tuesday we lost and today we won (volleyball)..but thats all thats new..and i guess im going to six flags tomorrow? i dk w/e..well heres a couple quotes about my life right now lol..

& so he whispers i love you.
but he keeps his fingers crossed.

I wish everyone didn't have such
high expectations of me.. because it's
bad enough I let myself down.. I don't
need to let everyone else down too.

i wish i would met you sooner i woulda never have
had the heartbreaks that i went through. but then
again i wouldn`t of had half the lessons i know now

It's the things you hate about yourself that someday someone will love about you.

No camera could ever catch
the look in her eyes when she sees him <33

Listen, i know i may screw up at times &
that i may hurt you just a little bit but please
know that i love you & as long as you keep
loving me.. i will NeVeR let you down...

So many ups & downs, i dont
know where to start. So many nights
i cry. Life is breaking my heart..<|3

I was lost. There was nobody for me to talk to about all that you were troubling me with. So i sat alone, with everything inside, and cried myself to sleep.

when a guy sweeps you off of    
your feet, he's in the perfect
position to drop you on your ass.

after a while, you can believe in
almost anything, so im making myself
believe in you. believe that if this is a
mistake, it's going to be worth it<3

people are going to want you, need you,
exceed you, take you, beat you, love you,
hate you, play you, rate you, save you, &
break you--but thats not what makes you.

I know he may not be the cutest guy to you,
but he is to me..& there's just something
about him that makes my heart drop
to my feet everytime I see him

Nothing's forever.
Forever's a lie.
All we have is what's
between hello & goodbye..</3

We were always the best of friends.
No secrets & no demands until suddenly
from somewhere out of the blue, i see a
differnt light around you..

she says don't worry, i'll be fine.. ;;
as she fights back the tears one last time

Sexiest girl, on everyones mind.
She's pretty but a true love she can't find.
Everytime she thinks shes got the right guy
he hurts her & makes her want to die.
So she cries herself to sleep at night thinkin
in her head, I want to feel alright.
So she falls asleep with tears in her eyes
& wondering why the truth is so hard to realize.
Sometimes I just wanna find out why..

Staring at the ceiling ;
thinkin about you its a freaky feeling ;
what can i do.. i dont love anyone
the way i love you

Wait for a guy who calls u beautiful instead of hot
who calls u back when u hang up on him
who will stay awake just 2 watch u sleep
Wait for the boy who kisses your forhead
who wants to show u off to the world when u are in your sweats
who holds your hand in front of his friends
who thinks youre just as pretty without makeup on
Wait 4 the one who is constantly reminding u
of how much he cares about u and how lucky he is to have you.

All she wants is a guy who will
Cuddle next to her and look into her
eyes  saying " baby  i   love    you "

Youre so typical...& I hate you.  Another day, same bullshit, this is like a rerun of some sitcom & here we are, screaming at each other again you out loud & me on the inside.  Listening to the same songs over &  over again, hearing the same harsh  words replay in my head.  Yesterday is already over, today sucks & tomorrows bound to be just as fucked up.<//3

you know that girl who is always lost? the one with the pretty smile that no one could tell is fake? that girl who seems to be so strong, but daily continues to break? you know, that girl who is always there and seems to have no problems of her own? the one who holds back tears until you are off the phone? that girl who is in love with a boy who tries to understand. that girl who if you reach out always pulls back her hand? well, what a lonely life, what a sad girl she must be, maybe you didn't realize it but that girl is ME.

and she wanted so bad for him to tell her he loved her.. and wen he finally did.. all she could do was cry because she knew it was all a lie.... </3

Don't trust anyone. Rely on yourself.
Live life for yourself
because you came in this world alone
and you're leaving the same way. 

13 text messages. .
&& the only one that matters
is his. <33

..thats it..

i <3 him

hey everyone..school sucks like always and we won our game tuesday but lost wednesday and today..it really sucks cuz we were better than them but we were too nervous and wouldnt communicate but i hope we can step it up..but yeah umm i dont feel good so im gonna go lay down and so just leave some love! lol

-al

Currently Listening Greatest Love Songs 666 By Him see related

hey guys..so yeah today was pretty lame but mrs. downing wasnt there today which made my day incredibly awesome lol..but other than that it was just ok..went to volleyball which was kewl i guess..we got a game tuesday, wednesday, and thursday so thats gonna keep my busy and then thats about all i have for this week..well heres some quotes..

it's true that we don't know what
we've got until we lose it, - but it's
also true that we don't know what
we've been missing until it arrives

Currently Listening How To Save A Life By The Fray see related

hey guys..so yeah umm this weekend was ok i guess ;; on friday i was sick so i just stayed home and then on saturday i went to the doctor's and then went to the varsity game with my mom and then came home and went to the mall with my mom and sister to get her homecoming dress and then i came home and tay l came over and later we went to jake's for like a bonfire thing or w/e and that was pretty kewl i guess..but yeah thats it and today i get to do nothing cuz my parents are at the bear's game and i gotta watch my little sis..so yeah..well heres a couple quotes ;; not too many..

& its times like these that i just want to
spill my heart out to the w.o.r.l.d -- just
so you know how i feel about you..

&& all i want tO dO is tell yOu hOw i f.e.e.l

&& all she wants is someone that will treat
her right. someone that will call her
beautiful when she needs it the most.
someone that will love her e.n.d.l.e.s.s.l.y.

all i'm asking for is one night together, just you and me, all alone. and if you can honestly tell me you dont feel anything for me after that night, i'll finally let you

Everything happens for a reason - -
things fAlL apart so other things
can fall t.o.g.e..t.h.e.r.
Don't question it ;; just let it happen
&& if its meant to be, it will find a way..

i knew u were the one from the s.t.a.r.t
cause the mOment i lOoked into yOur eyes
yOu [ x ] stOle [ x ] my [ x ] heart

i know he may not be the "cutest" guy to you,
but he is to me.. && theres just something
about h.i.m that makes my heart drop
to my fEEt e.v.e.r.y.t.i.m.e  i     s   e   e him

i knOw you're wOrth the wait
and i CaN't explain
what i'm gOing thrOugh inside
but i would turn away the wOrld
just tO have yOu here with ME t.O.n.i.g.h.t

i want a boy to buy me flowers --
just because its tuesday ;;

..thats it..COMMENT!

-al

found this and fit perfectly with what just happend..

to the girl who just replaced me..
there are just a couple of things that i thought i should tell you. i learned these while  was the object of your guy’s affection .. first of all, don’t be frightened if he smothers much more love on you then you had expected .. don’t be surprised if he treats you much better then any other guy you have ever met. and let it not scare you that he will actually listen carefully to every word you say, even when you’re just speaking quietly. also, you should know that he remembers everything you say. he’s hurt easily, especially by the painful words a careless girl will say. if you do hurt him, then you’ll have to pay the price of seeing of seeing the broken look in his passionate and deep brown eyes .. and watch the light in them f a d e. but, if this happens, all is not lost – a kiss and an “i love you” can heal anything. and please, don’t say “i love you” to him, unless you really mean it, nothing hurts him more then someone who really doesn’t care. sometimes, he won’t tell you what he is feeling, but … just know that he is protecting you and if you ever feel that something isn’t right, just look into his beautiful brown eyes, and you will be able to see right into him .. you can see everything he is feeling, and everything he is thinking, everything that isn’t right with him. he won’t ever try to hurt you, because he just isn’t that way, so please, don’t ever hurt him, because if you do, i don’t think i could ever forgive you. i don’t think there could ever be a worse feeling in the world then knowing that you have the boy that i love and knowing that you hurt him. you should know that if you two ever get into a fight, just make sure you pick only the ones worth fighting for … he will always keep his temper and will never curse at you or call you names, despite the anger he may be feeling. though he may act mature, most of the time, once he’s given you his heart, he will begin to open up to you and his silliness will make your heart smile in a way that words can not explain. don’t hold a tight grip on him, let him go and be a part of the world and experience new things. you will find that he is a busy guy and that he is so very independent. sometimes, he will need his space, but don’t worry .. he’ll always make time for you and even when you’re not around, you’ll be in his thoughts. you will find that he isn’t like any other guy that you have met, so please don’t take him for granite. when it comes to his money, don’t take advantage of that, he will be so unselfish with it, because that is the way he is. remember, he likes blue better then green, blondes better then brunettes, Republicans better then Democrats, soft pretzels win over steak, khaki over denim, leather over cloth, and even though he won’t admit it, he really does like to be surprised. he is less tough then he may appear, you just have to take the time and let him bring down his guard… he is so sweet and so amazing. just know, that if you ever leave him, you will tear his heart apart, the same way that my heart is torn apart, as i sit here writing this to you. don’t ever try to pull him away from his dreams. he is going to be an extremely successful attorney and won’t ever let you give up on your dreams, either. he will encourage you to become everything you can be and will never, ever let you down. he likes it when you kiss his ear and nothing is better then hugging each other. just watch how your hand will fit perfectly into his .. and when it does, it seems as if nothing in the world could hurt you, because he’s there. and when he puts his arms around you and tells you that you are the girl he loves, you will know, there isn’t any other guy in the world better then him. don’t ever let him go. you will regret doing so, for the rest of time … i promise, you will.